So today I have been banned again from Facebook. It was for a post from June 12th - yes that's right, today is July 4th - where I posted a comparison photo of Brenton Tarrant at a court appearance(perfectly legal to show, doesn't go against Facebook's standards) and a still from the banned video showing the gunman's face(also not illegal and not remotely against Facebook's standards). The post was asking the members of Right Minds whether they thought it was the same man - that's it, that's all the post was.
So what's the problem Facebook? Nothing in this post goes against your own standards and nothing in it is illegal. So why don't you explain why you think it is worthy of a ban because it clearly isn't? My suspicion is that the police or the government have people spying on Facebook users and pages to try and find something they can ban people for, especially anything to do with the fabricated Christchurch mosque shootings.
Fucking PATHETIC Facebook. You faceless bunch of fucking gutless cunts. You allow extremist Islamic content but you attack anyone posting the truth or their opinion or their support for something you don't like. You spin the great big fucking LIE of white supremacy and anyone with guns as being this big danger to society yet the biggest danger is YOU. That's right, YOU are responsible for stopping open discussion and debate. You just blanket ban anyone with a contrary opinion to your own illuminati agenda.
Mark Zuckerberg - the most dangerous piece of shit since Bill Gates. FUCK YOU
So those fucking cunts at Facebook have banned me for 7 days for the following joke
Pretty fucking pathetic Zuckerberg. You are a fucking multi millionaire yet you can't even have a laugh at Muslims without invoking your imagined "hate speech" false news. So FUCK YOU you anal, small minded little bigot.
Social media - it's a strange term seemingly coined by the media to describe websites like Facebook, Twitter, Instagram etc. Presumably the "social" part refers to people interacting via post, photos, videos, blogs etc and the "media" part describes the various content of said posts. Whatever the intention of that description was, it has become woefully inaccurate. In many ways these sites are actually "anti-social" because they split people apart and drive wedges between otherwise communicative humans.
I used to have a Twitter account, well actually I still do, but I can't use it. Twitter permanently suspended my account which is a clever way of stopping you having freedom of expression whilst still allowing your account to exist, creating the illusion that you are a member and use their services. Great for their image and furthering their business but completely fucking useless for anyone who is suspended. They have actually "cancelled" my account because I can't use it in any way but they leave it "active" to further the illusion that I am still on there. They are doubly clever because they have a system which logs your IP address so even if you create another email address to sign up the system recognizes your IP address and prevents you signing up. Completely, totally and utterly unethical and contrary to the whole point of "social media" but they get away with it anyway.
So the only reason I was given for being suspended was something about using my account for "targeted hate speech or abuse" or something like that. Total bollocks of course but they have all the power so what can I do? I have filed countless appeals and offered the truth(something which these websites seem to have a worse aversion for than the smell of shit) but it's all meaningless. And why? Because the sites are run automatically, by algorithms, robots, anything but humans. So the paradox is that the sites are created for "humans" to interact with each other but no humans are involved in the sites other than the ones programming the robots and policing the members so you only get a black and white response which is all robots can understand or are programmed for.
So Twitter - FUCK YOU. I don't need you, nobody actually NEEDS you, but it was fun to post news items, family pictures, cute videos, interact with other people, a few jokes here and there. But Twitter isn't designed for freedom of expression or free speech, it's simply a money making venture. The revenue from ads and sponsored content obviously keeps them going because what are the overheads? Very few humans to pay and robots work for free.
Now, Facebook. Ooo boy, what a bunch of fucking cunts we have here. Run by robots no doubt but with some seriously nasty humans pulling the strings. These people must rank alongside the Gestapo as the most disgusting life forms that ever crawled from the proverbial swamp. I've had my Facebook account suspended many times and not one of them were justified. All it came down to was some insecure areshole who didn't like the fact that I'm normal and therefore posted against drugs, homosexuality, Muslims, euthanasia, abortion etc and they complained to Facebook who of course supports all these disgusting things so they ban me. My current ban is for 7 days for posting a disgusting photo of 2 women kissing and saying it was disgusting!!! So Facebook ban me for that, for having an opinion. So they ban me simply for having an opinion - now that sounds familiar. Think Germany, pre 2nd World War. Think China, Korea, Russia - communism. Think "1984" by George Orwell. There are many, many other examples. It's all thought control, power, authority by gutless freaks who want to push their own filthy agendas and manipulate people into their way of thinking with fear, abuse, and by shutting down their freedom of expression and their free speech. It's been down countless times in human history by many, many dictators.
They say that love beats hate every time but how come it's still happening? It will always happen, there will always be a dictator and there will always be sheep that allow the dictator to take root and flourish. So Facebook has "punished" me several times just for being normal and trying to express that normality. I've reported so many offensive posts and photos that CLEARLY go against their own terms and conditions yet they never take them down or even agree with me. "Even though the post does not go against our community standards you were right to let us know about it" - how many fucking times have I seen this bullshit? The post/photo in question DOES go against their standards because I've checked but they do nothing and give you this generic crap for an answer. Yet some loathsome little faggot or dyke sitting behind their keyboard can't handle my normality so they send a message to their illuminati masters at Facebook who willingly start the machinations of thought control and ban me. They punish me for daring to speak my mind.
So our society has crumbled since Facebook appeared on the scene. It was already pretty well fucked anyway but the advent of anti-social media has accelerated its downfall. The internet was hailed as a pivotal event in human history and that has proved to be true but for all the wrong reasons.
The 25th of April was always just a day off school for me. I knew what it was about but I really didn't give a shit. People dying in a war that long ago meant nothing to me. The world was obviously different then and people had that whole patriotism thing going and the draft and all that. So I understood it, I just didn't want anything to do with it. Back then school was just a pain in the proverbial and any chance to miss it was gratefully accepted. I used to HATE it when the 25th of April fell on a weekend - no holiday!! I felt cheated, like it was stolen from me. The mind of a child, a young adult. It works differently, priorities are completely around the wrong way.
As the years went on nothing really changed. It became just a day off work instead of school but it still meant holiday!! You could look forward to it, even plan for it if it was a Friday or Monday. The significance of the day never resonated with me. I'm not saying I didn't respect the people who died and what they died for, it was just not me. Similar thing with Waitangi Day - just another day off work(or school when I was young).
So as the 20th century ended and the 21st began I started thinking more about a lot of things. I was getting more and more pissed off at the way humanity was changing. More and more of the disgusting behaviours and traits of humans were becoming more and more accepted. It was getting ridiculous but I still had this naive idea that it was all a blip, that somehow it would all work out and things would go back to normal. Fucking hell was I wrong!!
So anyway ANZAC day became increasing a day for bleating about dead soldiers and pushing the New Zealand angle and reducing the Australian involvement. They probably did a similar thing over there, I don't know. I saw New Zealanders becoming more and more arrogant about the whole day, all of a sudden people were saying it was our "national" day instead of Waitangi. So it just went on every year, then slowly they started trying to include the Turkish element, the very bastards that slaughtered the ANZACs. Now that started to really piss me off. You wouldn't want a German at a holocaust memorial would you? But they were clever - they did it under the banner of "peaceful protest" and "forgiveness" and trying to "move forward". So they pushed the Australians out more and more and included the Turks, the fucking enemy, more and more.
So we get to 2019. So we've had the Christchurch mosque thing, then the Sri Lankan bombings and lo and behold that fucking lying, anti free speech bitch Jacinda Ardern starts adding those events into the narrative. Then Prince William lays a wreath then goes and talks to Muslims in Christchurch. It's sickening.
So I was pretty right all along to ignore the whole ANZAC thing over the course of my life. As happens with most things it's become a political football to be kicked around when our leaders feel like a game. So the core reasons for the entire thing have been diluted and successfully changed through a liberal narrative so the whole day is a joke. Much like Waitangi Day became a joke, in fact a SICK joke to white people of European descent.
I'd rather work an 8 hour day than take those days off now. That's how abhorrent they are to me.
I first met Eden the same day I met her mother. Well I had met her mother online several months earlier but I met both of them in person on October 24th 2003. We picked Eden up from school, she was 13 years old and a normal teenager at the time. I remember seeing her smiling face as she approached the car and I thought what a lovely girl. She was very friendly and smiled the whole time. I thought at the time how cool it was to have a step daughter, even though we had only just met. To be honest I never really embraced the whole "step father, step daughter" dynamic as such; to me we were just friends.
As Eden's mother and I had only just met in person we wanted time to get to know each other so that meant being alone a lot of the time. At first this didn't matter - Eden would happily go off and spend time by herself or chatting with friends online. The three of us went to the nearby beach several times over the course of the holidays I spent there. We all had a blast when we were together. I have several videos that we took and it was a really fun time.
I didn't realize at the time but looking back things slowly started to change. The more time Eden's mum and I spent alone the more Eden would react unfavourably. I had moved in with them by now and I thought things were going along pretty well. But as time went on Eden became different. She was starting to rebel against her mother quite a bit and she started to resent my presence. I only ever wanted to be her friend, a male role model, because her own father molested her and I was the only real male in her life at that point. Unfortunately my attempts at step fatherhood all fell flat.
Then due to events involving Eden's grandfather we all had to move. We found a nice rental and we moved in there and Eden's brother Carl also moved in with us. Sadly things took a nasty turn. Carl had a very bad childhood(also molested by his father) and wouldn't fit into the family dynamic. Eden's mother and I had gone away on a holiday and there was a rescued baby bird that was there and Eden just let it die. We were very angry and upset and when we returned from holiday we found that Eden had stolen money from our bedroom.
Tensions continued and we had a nasty incident which resulted in Carl assaulting me with a coffee table. The police were called and he was arrested. It was a horrible time. Carl had also decided to not pay rent(it was a high price rental) so we had no choice but to give him the ultimatum - pay or leave. When he left, Eden decided to leave too, which resulted in Eden's mother and I having to find another rental as we could not afford to stay. On the night Eden and Carl left they slashed the tyres on my car, left all the lights on in the house and set the alarm off.
Eden's mum and I found a much smaller, cheaper rental and we just tried to get on with life. Then we started getting abusive phone calls from Eden and Carl and one of their friends turned up demanding Eden's passport. Then Carl spotted his mum driving home from work and followed her all the way to our place. He thought doing a tyre burn in our cul de sac was funny or clever. Eden and Carl gave me the finger whilst driving in front of me one day; I went home and phoned the police and explained about the harassment but they fobbed me off.
It just went from bad to worse - we eventually moved again to a lovely place. We thought life was going to be normal but it wasn't long before Eden started being a bitch again. Carl seemed to calm down and actually started to make something of himself but Eden just seemed to want to make her mother and I pay for perceived wrongs.
Eden was staying at some place and one night when her mother and I were out shopping we got a text about Eden playing up. Her mother texted back a few times to the sender; it was the landlord of where Eden was living at the time. We basically were estranged from Eden at the time so we weren't involved with her life at all. But then later that night Eden's mother got another text saying they had kicked her out and put all her belongings on our property. Sure enough - we looked outside in the darkness and there were boxes of stuff on our front lawn.
I called the police about it and the officer wouldn't do anything. He was an arrogant prick who obviously couldn't be fucked dealing with this drama and 1.00 am. So we were stuck with Eden's crap on our lawn. I told the cop I would throw all her stuff on the road because it was nothing to do with us and he told me he would arrest me if I did that! But dealing with the people who had illegally dumped the stuff there in the first place was beyond him.
Other incidents occurred involving Eden around this time. One time I was delivering mail up a street when a white car went past them turned around and came back towards me. Eden was in the passenger seat and yelled out the window "are you happy you've taken my mother away from me?" That proved to me what I thought all along - Eden blamed me for her splintered relationship with her mother. I had nothing to do with it and neither did her mother. Eden chose to do what she did. I don't know who was driving the car but I suspect it was her boyfriend of the time, Daniel.
On at least another two separate occasions Eden verbally abused in another street when I was delivering mail. She was going to a school in and industrial area where I was delivering and I saw her and a bunch of schoolmates walking towards me. I ignored them but Eden shouted at me "fat cunt" and everyone heard that. I carried on; I wasn't going to get involved in that bullshit.
Eden and her mother eventually reconciled, if only briefly. Eden became pregnant to Daniel but their relationship was not ideal. When Eden was having her baby, her mother was there and Daniel was basically shunned until the last minute when all of a sudden he was the centre of attention. There were unsavoury events after Eden's daughter was born - Daniel's family were all drug users and Eden initially didn't want her daughter around drugs but then did a complete u turn and allowed Daniel's family access and started to treat her own mother like shit again. She wouldn't allow her mother to have her daughter Bailey but allowed Bailey's drug using family to have her alone.
Eden and Daniel didn't stay together and Eden had other boyfriends. Eden's mother and I helped her move into a flat and her mother took her shopping and helped her as much as she could. Eden used her mother then treated like shit again. Eden had become pregnant again and both her mother and I helped her out. We picked her and her second daughter "Willow" up from the hospital. Once again the baby's father, this time a guy named Aaron, was initially shunned then she allowed him to take over. Eden then again treated her own mother like shit.
Eden's mother and I had bought our own place by this time and one Christmas, even though things were still tense, they were invited to our place. The whole event was a disaster. Carl was also there with his girlfriend and he and Eden ended up shouting blue murder at each other. It was terrible - the whole street probably heard even swear word.
After that things remained very tense. One night when Eden was texting her mother, she mentioned about how her and Aaron were planning a beach wedding. Eden's mum sent back a text saying "that sounds nice" and all of a sudden she received a tirade of abuse back from Eden. We still don't know to this day why Eden suddenly went off on one like that.
That was it - communication was officially finished between us. Sadly though there was no end to the abuse from Eden. Her mother had written and published a book about her life and she had a Facebook page to promote. One day we were on there and Eden and Aaron(using her login) had posted abusive messages on the page. Also Eden's older brother Chris and his wife posted abuse. It was sickening and we had to get it removed.
The one day years later I had taken Eden's mother for a doctor's appointment and as she was walking back to our car I saw Eden walking towards our car with her third child, a boy. Eden's mum got back into our car and as we were sitting there we saw Aaron, in Eden's car, giving us the finger. I turned my camera on because I felt like he might do something stupid. Sure enough - Eden drove away but then did a u turn and came up behind us. Aaron grabbed my camera while I was filming and threw it on the ground.
This is the initial video of Eden driving away after Aaron had given us the finger
And this is the video of him grabbing my phone
Eden had been on a weight loss journey and then one day we suddenly noticed an article that appeared on the NZ Herald Facebook page. It was an article about how Eden had changed her eating habits and gone to the gym etc. but the truly horrifying, upsetting thing about it was the story was full of complete lies about her mother. This story went all over the world; I saw it on many websites. I had to write to the Herald and other places to get them to remove the lies about Eden's mother. Luckily they eventually did and we received an apology from the original source article's writer. But the damage had been done - many places, even though they had the link to the corrected article, still had a cover blurb featuring text from the original article full of bullshit about Eden's mother.
This was completely uncalled for - Eden could easily have written that article without any reference to her mother but she CHOSE to make up lies and publish them online. That is slander at the least and libelous as well. Sadly we live in a society where only rich people can get justice so Eden's mother had to settle for just getting the lies about her removed, otherwise Eden would have had a massive law suit on her hands.
My feeling is Aaron was behind this in some way. He is that type - a gutless bully who thinks he's better than anyone else. It's so sad that people have to act this way.
Eden and Aaron before the weight loss and then after. She was a lovely girl who just turned into a monster.
7.3.2017
I have today seen a copy of a trashy magazine called "That's Life". It's full of garbage posing as "real stories" and surprise, surprise, in this issue is a two page spread of Eden's weight loss story. Thankfully for her she hasn't had any of the lies about her mother included in this story. Regardless, the story is really badly written in an obvious "tabloid" style. Her daughter Bailey is referred to as a male. The whole syntax is wrong; whoever wrote this(well it supposedly was told to a "journalist" named Julia Jensen) has very little knowledge of the English language or how people react to situations. The stuff about Eden's school life is still garbage. I've seen several similar stories of this type and they all have the same generic style about them. And I'm not sure that the Coca-Cola company will be very impressed with this story - it's basically an "anti Coke" rant overall whereas her original story was basically just slagging off her own mother with complete lies. Who knows why people do these things? I know that Eden is a narcissist - her mother's published books detail that - so that attention addiction is part of that disorder. She seems to have swapped her alleged coke addiction for attention addiction. But I know for a fact that when I lived with her she certainly didn't have a bottle of coke in her hand all day like she implies, we wouldn't have allowed it anyway but regardless we couldn't have afforded it either. Read the article here:-
Dave was a workmate, friend and musical brother. He worked as a postie in the Kapiti delivery branch and he was a great colleague. Always helpful, he knew the job well. Not only was he experienced as a postie but he also knew the ins and outs of the inside admin work. Dave was always friendly and was always having conversations with the people at work about various subjects - music, sports, you name it.
I trained Dave on a run at work and we had a great day talking about music as he was a musician like myself. I emailed him a link to my Facebook page about my band "Everything That Flies" a while ago and he was very impressed. He loved the "80's" style of music and production. He also sent me MP3's of some of his music - excellent stuff. He was multi-talented; he played guitar, bass, keyboards and he also did all his own vocals as well as programming the drums! A genius, and a great song writer. His music is online under the name White Island Music.
Sadly and inexplicably Dave took his own life on the 6th of October 2014. I know he had some upsetting things happening in his life but I never realized that they were so bad that dying was the only way out he could see. I was completely shocked when our branch manager announced what had happened and I am still in shock now. I will never understand why Dave chose to take his own life and I will always be in shock about his death. Dave was only 44 years old and had 2 young sons - Taylor & Brady. I feel for them having to grow up without their father and knowing how he died. They will always wonder why.
If you can read this Dave I have to say that I am angry as well as sad at your passing - do you realize the hole you have left in our lives? Why couldn't you have thought about your boys and what it would do to them? You were too young Dave, there are places you could have gone to for help. Your friends at work could have helped if we'd have known you were feeling so down. I'll always miss you Dave and I wish you would have had more strength to ask for help in your time of need. RIP and peace music brother.
